220- melancholy- Shades of Melancholy- akasakasan- BTVS

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Title: Shades of Melancholy
Fandom: BTVS 
Pairing: Spike/Xander, Faith/Xander
Prompt: 220- melancholy-tamingthemuse 
Warnings for this chapter: Angst, mentions rape 
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: Unfortunately the characters are only mine in my dreams.

Author's note- sort of based on the following quote by Amelia Barr:

~"All changes are more or less tinged with melancholy, for what we are leaving behind is part of ourselves."

Summary: After sleeping with Faith Xander feels that he can never be set right again. But perhaps meeting Spike can change all that.

Comments are loved and appreciated. Whether you love it or you hate it feel free to let me know

Her hands were as harsh and unforgiving as her words, leaving a myriad of bruises that stained his flesh the colours of an artist’s pallet

Comments

[lady-quadress.livejournal.com]

Well I would love to read this story but it says that I can't :(

[akasakasan.livejournal.com]

Gah sorry about that. Today is the first time I've been online in a couple of days and I log on to find that I forgot to put the story off private lock. This is why I shouldn't go online when tired. *headdesk*

Thank you for letting me know; you should be able to read it now. Hope you enjoy it.

[windchild85.livejournal.com]

Can't see it either. All I get is the goat.

[akasakasan.livejournal.com]

Gah sorry about that. Today is the first time I've been online in a couple of days and I log on to find that I forgot to put the story off private lock. This is why I shouldn't go online when tired. *headdesk*

Thank you for letting me know; you should be able to read it now. Hope you enjoy it.